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Name: Greg
Birthday: 6/30/1986
Gender: Male
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4/1/2005
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| Well, the situation right now is that I still have to apply for student loans (I need stuff from my dad and I can't get him to sit down), still have to find a place to live and still have to pull a life together. I'm currently tentatively planning on heading down to Provo on the 31, but without a place to live, that would be rather difficult. I'm mostly just planning on a miracle. On a more interesting topic, I just finished Harry Potter #7. Awesome book! Well, that's the current update. | | |
| Well.
I'm home.
Yay!
I need everyone's msn stuff again
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| Well, this is my last Blog entry I will make for a while, so everyone should bask in its voidness of information.
Love y'all, gotta go pack now (yes it is the afternoon before I go, so I procrastinated a bit) | | |
| Well, driving home from provo Saturday, I got pulled over for my first time ever. Lapse in judgement got me driving too quickly and an officer noticed. I've gotten over that. The problem is, I'm supposed to show up in court in no less than 5 days and no more than 14. The only problem is that in 4 days I will be reporting to the MTC. Now, I was in sort of a state of shock and didn't even notice the problem till I was pulling off the freeway 30 minutes after being given the ticket. I really don't have any idea what I'm supposed to do. The plan right now is to go in on Tuesday and hope that they let me pay it then or at least find out if my parents can just pay it for me and I don't have to be there to pay it. (I'd pay with my own money of course). Right now I feel just aweful. Guilt and dread. My mom has been warning me all summer to drive safely and not speed, but would I listen. I'm pretty sure the spirit was even telling me to slow down and told me to tell the officer about the MTC. I'm such an idiot. I know that I'm prolly over-reacting. I bet they get loads of people getting a citation the weekend before they report. I hope I can sleep tonight, I just feel aweful.
On a lighter note: I had lots of fun this weekend. No more terrible job. Got to hang out with friends and family. Have nothing packed  and I'm really not sure what I still need. Big thank you to Nate for letting me crash at his place. If anyone could tell him I left my face wash in his shower, I'd like to pick it up Wednesday morning (I hope)
Well, I'm really tired, but I'm not looking forward to being alone with my thoughts. I really need to go to bed and that would be the responsible thing to do so I will. *whispers to self* happy thoughts. happy thoughts....... oh man I'm an idiot! | | |
| Yay! Never have to go to that horrid job again! Woot!
So, I'm at a serious delema. My old boss (yay for quitting) was a dirty old man both physically and mentally. I can't say that I ever enjoyed his company, but after finding out a bit about his history, I am torn between two seemingly conflicting sets of feelings. On the one hand, I loath his choice of conversational topics and his nasty smoking habits. He always pawns off his mistakes and problems as someone elses fault and tries to make himself always seem the victim while portraying the same qualities he scorns in his own supervisors. Every part of this particular person's personality grinds on my nerves. I'm not proud of it, but it's the truth.
However, today while I was driving with his 'apprentice' (second in command basically) I learned a bit about him. He has been married twice and has one son from both marriages. The first is now 18 and living back east. The second wife, after being married for a while, got addicted to drugs such as meth and the like. While on these drugs she got pregnant and the boy was born with down syndrome. He is now around the age of eight and my boss feels real guilt about his condition. The mother is now in a state institution of some kind and kid is being raised by foster parents who's only care was the check they got for being such. Right now the older brother wants to adopt his younger half-brother and my boss, like I said before, was exceedingly remorseful at the situation. He really feels bad about the problems his sons are going through. Meanwhile, my boss recieved his assessment, which wasn't good, due to his more charming attributes.
While I strongly dislike my old bosses attributes, I feel sorrow, pity and empathy for him, the later clashing with the former. I hope to resolve all feelings with this job and leave it behind me, but I can't put my experiences behind me. Not sure what I expect of readers, but I had to get this out of me.
On a lighter note, I'm really excited to be in Provo tomorrow, though I'm still not quite sure where I will be sleeping. | | |
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